- convocation
- capri island
- seeing my grandparents (i haven’t seen them since I was 7)
- getting closer with the little sister
- coming home to boyfriend
- wandering cities/towns 

so i want to be healthier 
i’m going to italy/going on a cruise for the next 3 weeks so its going to be difficult
maika and i have agreed to go to the gym every day we aren’t walking around a city
and im going to try and eat things i really want
and in smaller portions
when i’m back in vancouver i want to start biking again
and start to buy groceries and eat with clayton and try to cut down on eating out (because i usually don’t eat healthy when i do)
i’m happy with myself 
but i want to be healthy/fit and i think it will lead to more self-love

i did the shred with maika yesterday and my thighs are so sore

thought
its pretty fucked up that i can’t feel pretty without having long lashes
because media has convinced me that i need them